What I Wish They Said, I Owe Myself

I hurt you when I didn’t listen to that quiet pull to stay away.
I chose hope and possibility over what I felt in my body.

I’m sorry for abandoning you.
I’m sorry for the silence.
I’m sorry for leaving you to hold all of this alone.

But I don’t hate you.
You loved. You believed. You showed up fully.

I am here.
I never left.
I just got lost for a moment.

And I’m coming back to you now.

🌅 Hanging By Sunrise